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srlust: j-p-g: Twilight (via IrenaS)

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 00:09:24 +0300

srlust:

j-p-g:

Twilight (via IrenaS)

fuckyeahhlove: Submitted by summerskyyy Ultimately, we are...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:58:00 +0300

fuckyeahhlove:

Submitted by summerskyyy

Ultimately, we are always His.

"Perhaps the most difficult choices to make are the ones that deny us what our heart wants most,..."

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:55:30 +0300

“Perhaps the most difficult choices to make are the ones that deny us what our heart wants most, because as it’s been said, without reason and without prudence, the heart wants what the heart wants, and more often than not, it will not be denied.”

- (via iamblessed)

I wonder if the stars look different from up there.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:42:54 +0300

"When it takes an hour just to say goodbye because you don’t want to let them out of your..."

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:33:13 +0300

“When it takes an hour just to say goodbye because you don’t want to let them out of your sight…that’s love.”

- Anonymous (via thatslove)

Mal: If someone ever tries to kill you, you try to kill 'em right back.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:32:40 +0300

Mal: If someone ever tries to kill you, you try to kill 'em right back.

Sometimes we're that cheesy couple everyone loves to hate.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:06:00 +0300

And I could hear the airport announcements in the background, and I knew the minutes were ticking fast. But you kept me on the phone, even past the metal detectors. We always do that.

It’s always hard when I know you’re on a flight to anywhere but here.

You should know, it’s harder if I’m the one getting on the plane.

So about the past two weeks of crap.

“I know I’m a lot to handle, I’m a mess”

“You’re worth it,” he said.

“Even if I’m crazy like this? I’m sorry”

“Don’t be sorry. You wouldn’t be you, any other way”

“Even if -“

“You’re worth it.”

And we said what needed to be said until your calling card ran out stopping us short mid-sentence. And of course you called me right after, on credit so you could say goodbye properly (“I made sure to top up enough so I could text you while I’m there”). And once you were on board of course you texted me to whine adorably about how your entertainment screen was far too tiny.

And you sent me an sms saying that you got scolded by the steward for not switching your mobile device off, so close to takeoff (been there, done that too) but you miss me.

You’ll be in transit soon.

I’ll stay up.

quietly-explosive: At a flea market in Penang. This made me...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 22:19:22 +0300

quietly-explosive:

At a flea market in Penang.

This made me think of you, M.

I thought of you a lot tonight, L.

I’m sorry.

and caring takes too much. and not caring takes too much. and being numb isn’t a feeling. and...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:14:27 +0300

and caring takes too much. and not caring takes too much. and being numb isn’t a feeling. and feeling anything at all is such a rush.

and blood smells so warm, i forgot how that felt. warmth.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:10:45 +0300

and blood smells so warm, i forgot how that felt. warmth.

fresh cuts are so beautiful

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:06:38 +0300

fresh cuts are so beautiful

So my mother made me from scratch

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:00:00 +0300

But what does a little more damage matter if I’m already so bruised and so broken?

aestheticthoughts: (via staree) I do this.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:45:22 +0300

aestheticthoughts:

(via staree)

I do this.

"And you will find no fear here, in unkind words or the hardness of others. And you will find no..."

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:33:00 +0300

“And you will find no fear here, in unkind words or the hardness of others.

And you will find no sadness here, in the meanness of the world, in the anger that comes from those who feel small.

And you will find no hurt here, in a million insults or a single, softly spoken lie.

Because only a hard heart shatters.

Only a hard heart, breaks.”

- via: i wrote this for you (via kari-shma)

lastdancelove: (via hyonacool)

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:09:23 +0300

lastdancelove:

(via hyonacool)

I miss him. With everything, down to my core. I miss him and I don’t know what else to do....

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:08:51 +0300

I miss him. With everything, down to my core. I miss him and I don’t know what else to do. Because there’s just waiting. And I’m always waiting. I miss him.

"You only love a person once. You either feel it forever or none at all. That shit doesn’t go away or..."

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:06:10 +0300

“You only love a person once. You either feel it forever or none at all. That shit doesn’t go away or you’ve never really felt it.”

- BlnkPgs.com: I’m at the end of my Bucket List (via lastdancelove)

thelasthomerecording: (by sarahallyza)

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:02:30 +0300

thelasthomerecording:

(by sarahallyza)

Outside the Starlight Diner, taken with shaky hands - Winter...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 02:58:10 +0300

Outside the Starlight Diner, taken with shaky hands - Winter ‘09

acc: Azure Ray - November i was afraid to be alonebut now i’m...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 01:49:22 +0300

acc:

Azure Ray - November

i was afraid to be alone
but now i’m scared that’s how i like to be