is just like every other. i can’t sleep. i’m tired but i can’t sleep. i burn. for what, i don’t know. i just can’t. i stay up late looking for answers on the computer. like that could save a fool like me. i hallucinate your touch. i reread old things i shouldn’t. i keep typing. like i’ll catch myself off guard and suddenly pour out the answer to this feeling, this compulsion or whatever it is.
“You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.”—Grey’s Anatomy (via Cloé) (via blinksoflife)
Like, when you’re talking to somebody and standing really close but the topic of conversation is insignificant because you’re staring at each other’s mouths and you just want to kiss them but this cannot happen for millions of reasons.
“Because I miss the sound of your voice,
The loudest thing in my head.
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said.”—Matt Nathanson - Come On Get Higher (via jaim) (via lovebot)
“In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It’s shocking how many kinds of addictions exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It’s the high we’re chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.”—Meredith, Grey’s Anatomy.
“At the first kiss I felt something melt inside me that hurt in an exquisite way. All my longings, all my dreams and sweet anguish. All the secrets that slept deep within me came awake. Everything was transformed and enchanted, everything made sense.”—Herman Hesse (via florabee) (via breathsoftruth)
Don’t you get it? Love deserves a capital L. Along with other poignant words such as Faith, Hope, Music and Friendship. Some words are so heavily loaded or simply too meaningful that lower casing letters won’t do them justice.
And I’m writing this because some people just throw those words around and use them without thinking.
JULY - Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.