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srlust: j-p-g: Twilight (via IrenaS)
Dec 17th
fuckyeahhlove: Submitted by summerskyyy Ultimately, we...
Dec 17th
“Perhaps the most difficult choices to make are the ones that...”
— (via iamblessed)
Dec 17th

I wonder if the stars look different...

Dec 17th
“When it takes an hour just to say goodbye because you don’t...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 17th
Mal: If someone ever tries to kill you, you try to kill 'em right back.
Dec 17th

Sometimes we're that cheesy couple...

And I could hear the airport announcements in the background, and I knew the minutes were ticking...
Dec 17th
quietly-explosive: At a flea market in Penang. This made...
Dec 17th
and caring takes too much. and not caring takes too much. and being numb isn’t a feeling. and...
Dec 17th
and blood smells so warm, i forgot how that felt. warmth.
Dec 17th
fresh cuts are so beautiful
Dec 17th

So my mother made me from scratch

But what does a little more damage matter if I’m already so bruised and so broken?
Dec 17th
aestheticthoughts: (via staree) I do this.
Dec 17th
“And you will find no fear here, in unkind words or the...”
— via: i wrote this for you (via...
Dec 17th
lastdancelove: (via hyonacool)
Dec 17th
I miss him. With everything, down to my core. I miss him and I don’t know what else to do....
Dec 17th
“You only love a person once. You either feel it forever or...”
— BlnkPgs.com: I’m at the end of...
Dec 17th
thelasthomerecording: (by sarahallyza)
Dec 17th
Outside the Starlight Diner, taken with shaky hands - Winter...
Dec 16th
Listen Listen
acc: Azure Ray - November i was afraid to be alone but now i’m scared that’s how i like to be
Dec 16th
(via cloee)
Dec 16th
“Life’s rewards go to those who let their actions rise above...”
— Lee J. Colan (via littlemiss)
Dec 16th

Things don't get lost if they don't have...

(via eletheowl)
Dec 16th

We Could Write Novels

fuckyeahhlove: He grasped my hand tightly in his. I refused to look at his face. I knew what would...
Dec 16th
WHAT IS THIS I CAN’T FEEL FACE my snot is forming...
Dec 15th
“I wish to do more violence.”
— Illyria, Angel 5x22 “Not Fade...
Dec 15th
I like Illyria she was badass. Spewed venom like poetry. Illyria: I enjoy hurting you. Spike: ...
Dec 15th
“I will fight. I’ve been broken and humiliated. I will...”
— Illyria, Angel 5x22 “Not...
Dec 15th

Origin, Angel 5x18

Wesley: Try to push reality out of your mind. Focus on the other memories. They were created for a reason.
Illyria: To hide from the truth?
Wesley: To endure it.
Dec 15th

Underneath, Angel 5x17

Illyria: Your world is so small. And yet you box yourselves in rooms even smaller. You shut yourselves inside ... in rooms, in routines.
Wesley: There are things worse than walls. Terrible ... and beautiful. If we look at them for too long they will burn right through us. Truths we couldn't bear. Not every day.
Illyria: We are so weak.
Wesley: Yes. Yes, we are.
Dec 15th
“I wanted to touch him, to tell him that even if everyone...”
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly...
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
I am a heart caged by bone wrapped by skin. I have felt tears frozen on flesh as they fall. I sleep...
Dec 15th
“I play this game. It’s pointless and annoys me…...”
— Illyria, Angel “Power...
Dec 15th

Such a mehhh mood today.

I cannot wait to get lost in Zurich. I like the fact that I don’t have any plans yet for...
Dec 15th
THIS IS WHY I’M SKINNY, BITCHES. Even if I am a human...
Dec 15th
i’m out of pictures for lookbookdotnu all my clothes and stuff are back home and the weather...
Dec 15th

All she had needed was the certainty of...

(via eletheowl) All I need.
Dec 15th
“When he looks you in the eye and you know he sees right...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 15th

Sometimes when I say “oh I’m fine” I...

whatwhatbrian: (via johnyr)
Dec 15th
“When no matter the distance, we’ve made it this far, despite...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 15th
lovebot: avajean: fuckyeahhlove: Submitted...
Dec 15th
newneptune: (via iamblessed)
Dec 15th
(via eletheowl)
Dec 15th
I DON’T EVEN.
Dec 14th
“I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of...”
— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy...
Dec 14th
(via gatekeeper)
Dec 14th
“If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair...”
— (via lipsticksunsets)
Dec 14th
“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say...”
— Nicholas Sparks (via...
Dec 14th

I respect people who have respect for...

celupcoklat: mstwnx: Believe me when I say that I’m a very good judge of character.  I can tell...
Dec 14th
“When he lets you in, even when he’s used to shutting...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 14th
“When he says “our” instead of “mine”…that’s love.”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 14th
“Lay here. It’s safe here.”
— Broken Open by Adam Lambert...
Dec 14th
“When he will stay on the phone with you all through the...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 14th
thatslove: carpediem01:plasticteacups:khallelalaine: ...
Dec 14th
52hearts: you don’t realize it, but i wrestle with you all the time: under sheets, inside my head,...
Dec 14th
Listen Listen
acc: Jerry Ropero feat. Cozi - The Storm (Inpetto Vocal Remix) you gotta listen to all of...
Dec 14th
“One day I will find the right words, and they will be...”
— Jack Kerouac (via quotewhore)...
Dec 14th
suzywire: (via tiresome)
Dec 14th

From the Bones, 1x15 Two Bodies in the...

DAVID: And we see the tension, the love, the interest, the conflict...
EMILY: We're so pissed at each other, but god, we love each other...
DAVID: God, we love each other, we could just take our clothes off right there and do it against the wall... but that would stop the show.
EMILY: Oh my god.
Dec 14th
breathsoftruth: (via fuckyeahhappy)
Dec 14th
unicornology: flickflickflicker:(via...
Dec 14th
Crazy.
Dec 14th

Tickticktock

It’s been nighttime since 5pm. Long late showers are the best. Trying to read, pages heavy as...
Dec 13th
thelasthomerecording: (by postcards from home)
Dec 13th
fuckyeahhlove: Submitted by surelyjerly
Dec 13th

Unrest

What do I do with this.
Dec 13th

I just realized it's Sunday,

birds-planes-trains-cars: mostly because you’re blogging right now, Maddie. Why aren’t you...
Dec 12th
“You are, and always have been, my dream.”
— Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)...
Dec 12th
“I never wanted anything from you Except everything you had...”
— Florence + The Machine, ‘Dog...
Dec 12th
heartbunnies-rabbits: newfilosofee: onesmartblackboy: ...
Dec 12th
lovebot: kari-shma: What I need (via xdesx)
Dec 12th
“We loved with a love that was more than love.”
— Edgar Allan Poe (via...
Dec 12th
“Nothing that’s worthwhile is ever easy. Remember that.”
— Nicholas Sparks (via...
Dec 12th
“I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person...”
— Johnny Depp (via...
Dec 12th
breathsoftruth: yourmumratesme: heartwarming: The way he looks at her. I love how he tilts...
Dec 12th
(via ache)
Dec 12th
(via miniature bridges)
Dec 11th
Listen Listen
Matthew Perryman Jones - Without A Clue Remember when falling stars were meant for you We’d...
Dec 11th
wordgraphics: “Beside You” by Marianas Trench Request for...
Dec 11th
aksamala: (via lifeisdelicious)
Dec 11th
spendingtimewithyou: Garden State. FAVE
Dec 11th
spendingtimewithyou: Garden State (2004)
Dec 11th
kari-shma: My russian disenchantment (via nicointhebus...
Dec 10th

The M word

I just heard from a close friend that she’ll be getting engaged soon. Another one has given me...
Dec 10th

each day bleeding into the next

(via iiloveyouu) All I know is it’s winter now and July when I’ll get to see you is so...
Dec 10th
(via grayskymorning)
Dec 10th
thelasthomerecording: (by mad girl) and then I start...
Dec 10th
(via ache)
Dec 10th
“I love my name just because of how you say it. I love the...”
— (via gildedbutterflies-) (via...
Dec 10th
“The closer and more confidential our relationship with...”
— Louis Kronenberger (via...
Dec 9th

dearling, darling.

52hearts: jenna2step: I start to write the words and always take them back because there are...
Dec 9th
“When your heart never questions where he is, what he’s doing...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 9th

And always

Always. You know me, under all this armor.
Dec 9th
Listen Listen
thoughtnuggets: Names - Beating Records Maddie, I don’t know if you know this song, but I know...
Dec 9th
Listen Listen
quietly-explosive: brasilpop: becauseitmakesmesmile: back and forth and in between like my...
Dec 9th
“Sometimes I think that we waste our words and we waste our...”
— Clay Evans, One Tree Hill
Dec 9th
“When he prays for us to be together. In this life and the...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 8th
iampoetry: iamasensy: (via forthewidowsinparadise)
Dec 8th
breathsoftruth: prettyfoods: thelovelybones: ...
Dec 8th

I want your lungs to stop working...

(via thelasthomerecording)
Dec 8th
“When he hangs up first even though he really doesn’t want to...”
— seraphicangel.tumblr.com (via...
Dec 8th

497. WITHOUT THE BAD MOMENTS, NOBODY...

(via gotwisdom)
Dec 8th
“Falling in love with them all over again, every single day,...”
— hiddeningreyclouds.tumblr.com...
Dec 8th
“When the first text you get in the morning is from...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 8th
“When he asks you to stay on the phone with him even though...”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 8th
(via suzywire)
Dec 8th
enamour: blinksoflife: You cannot run away from a...
Dec 8th
lovebot: thresca: airport
Dec 8th
lastdancelove: (via lessoninromantics)
Dec 8th
constellation: the9th: Winter came down to our home one...
Dec 8th
“As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no...”
— Guide Us to the Right Path…
Dec 7th
trinketsofblue: acharmedlife: You know he really cares when he asked what’s wrong And when you...
Dec 7th
“I really ought to have come clean.” “Come clean? When there’s no...
Dec 7th
“Anyway, what did you want?” “Nothing...”
— Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance...
Dec 7th
“So now,” said she, “did I hear you say you need me?” “Like...
Dec 7th
quietly-explosive: I couldn’t come to Autumn, so she sent...
Dec 7th
(via quietly-explosive)
Dec 7th
(via quietly-explosive)
Dec 7th
The snowflakes are dancing such a flurry frenzy outside it is a blanket of white in here I am a...
Dec 7th
kari-shma: (via Anna Inghardt)
Dec 6th
(via papertissue)
Dec 6th

Be here.

No, it makes no difference if I say of out loud. I still say it out loud though. To the air, to the...
Dec 6th
I wish you were here. You wish I was there. Between us there are wishes galore. I am swimming in...
Dec 6th
If I could write songs for you there would be whole symphonies in your name.
Dec 6th

There

used to be a time when I wasn’t sure. I don’t remember when that was anymore.
Dec 6th
It’s 1:21 am I’ve got my books out but I’m doodling your name over and over on...
Dec 6th
wordgraphics: Breathe (2 am) - Anna Nalick Request for...
Dec 6th
(via papertissue)
Dec 6th
(via swhy)
Dec 6th
unicornology: fiddlersgreen: Kissing Checklist by...
Dec 6th

Comfy

enamour: dearoldlove: You were always my favorite place to be.
Dec 6th
“I hated waiting. If I had one particular complaint, it was...”
— Marilynne Robinson...
Dec 6th
“Excessive politeness is a sign of Malice. The slip of the...”
— Sayyiduna Uthman’s Golden...
Dec 6th
I dream of you all the time these days. When I wake up it’s just the same.
Dec 6th
iliznorizan: I’m easily distracted. I’m also easily occupied. But most of all, I get bored of...
Dec 6th
“From across the room I will wait for the moments to steal...”
— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler...
Dec 5th
wordgraphics: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls Request for fiapwns
Dec 5th
newneptune: fuckyeahbabyanimals: “Baby!” (via)
Dec 5th
“I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the...”
— Shana Abe (via mariziacamille)...
Dec 5th

Overcharm

enamour: dearoldlove: You are too charming for your own good. And mine.
Dec 5th

You want to know what's worse,

deianeiraephreisone: people always get on her side. What’s wrong with my side? LEMME GIVE YOU A...
Dec 5th
“All that I dreamed of, wanted, need. Our story is love and...”
— Vanessa Paradis talking about...
Dec 5th
“A person isn’t who they are during the last conversation you...”
— Rainer Maria Rilke (via...
Dec 4th
(via papertissue)
Dec 4th

.

enamour: ssomuchlove: all i want right now is you beside me, as close as humanly possible.
Dec 4th
“There are some hurts that you never completely get over. And...”
— The Story of Us (via...
Dec 4th
align: mylitocupcake:(via tiresome)
Dec 4th
“She’s sittin in a bathroom stall with a marker in her hand...”
— (via theworldglitters) (via...
Dec 4th
gatekeeper: “There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall, so many laws to keep you from...
Dec 4th
“When the wait is worth it…that’s love.”
— Anonymous (via thatslove)
Dec 4th
callhermayday: (via destinedfordust)
Dec 4th

I love waking up to cute text messages.

enamour: tiresome:melshep:swimmingindaisies:khallelalaine:(via followmeintothedark)
Dec 4th
(via grayskymorning)
Dec 4th
“We loved with a love that was more than love.”
— Edgar Allan Poe (via...
Dec 4th
crushes: little prince, it is dark and pictures are flashing on the big, glossy screen in front...
Dec 4th
“And when the stars fall I will lie awake You’re my...”
— Goodbye to You by Michelle...
Dec 3rd
“People are always blaming their circumstances for what they...”
— George Bernard Shaw (via...
Dec 3rd
wordgraphics: These Days - Rascal Flatts Request for...
Dec 3rd

No I don't do these things for sport.

As for your minions that got in the way? Well, yeah okay that was entirely enjoyable I suppose. But...
Dec 3rd
lovebot: avajean: makelovelikemagic: (via loveyourchaos)
Dec 3rd

it's weak that people throw around...

(via celupcoklat) If you have any respect at all for yourself. The same goes for all your morally...
Dec 3rd
(via chocolate-cigarettes)
Dec 3rd

Get well, my baby

You’ll be better in the morning. Because I’m your doctor and I say so :)
Dec 3rd
thelasthomerecording: (by loveyourchaos)
Dec 3rd
“If someone were to harm my family or a friend or somebody I...”
— Johnny Depp (via acc)
Dec 2nd

Thanks for checking

dafrosty damista: yello
mydea7: hi
dafrosty damista: u ok now?
mydea7: uh-huh
dafrosty damista: :-)
mydea7: :-)
Dec 2nd
“We laughed and laughed, together and separately, out loud...”
— Jonathan Safran Foer (via...
Dec 2nd
quietly-explosive: cloee: want this. still looking
Dec 2nd

Jun 11th, 2009 11:54pm

Him: You want to know your flaws?
Me: My flaws?
Him: Yup. You only have one though.
Me: What is it? The fact that I act like a kid?
Him: That's close... I was going to say me.
Me: You? You're my flaw? Why would you say that?
Him: Well, I make you happy... and I make you sad. I make you cry & I make you do stupid things. Don't you know? I am your only flaw. Without me, you'll be perfect.
Dec 2nd
birds-planes-trains-cars: maddieness: birds-planes-trains-cars: maddieness: Headless GPOYW -...
Dec 2nd
birds-planes-trains-cars: maddieness: Headless GPOYW - It ain’t Burberry but hey I can be...
Dec 2nd

High school friends that bump into you...

Doesn’t it seem as if everyone else has become adults except yourself sometimes.
Dec 2nd
granola: (via : c a l v i n a :)
Dec 2nd
wehadthestars: I never felt magic crazy as this I never saw moons, knew the meaning of the sea I...
Dec 2nd
“If you have love in your life it can make up for a great...”
— Ann Landers (via...
Dec 2nd
Headless GPOYW - It ain’t Burberry but hey I can be...
Dec 2nd
“Because it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover...”
— Lucas Scott, OTH (via...
Dec 2nd
restartmyheart: by claire alice young
Dec 2nd
“You have enemies? Good. That means you’ve stood up for...”
— Winston S. Churchill (via...
Dec 2nd
theamazon: dreamhard:penguinprostitution: we could stop and stand still in the middle of a...
Dec 2nd

The Star newspaper is interviewing me...

cloveraya: WHAT AM I GOING TO WEARRRRR All your lovely bracelets! MUST.
Dec 2nd
ellagicacid: sometimes I don’t like sharing things close to me, but then I realise, I...
Dec 2nd
“If we begin with certainties, we shall end in doubts; but if...”
— Francis Bacon (via...
Dec 2nd
chocolate-cigarettes: Today has been a bitch.
Dec 1st
“Next time we have this kinda talk again, remind me to tell...”
— Aiman Misri
Dec 1st

This boy

dafrosty damista: yay!
dafrosty damista: see me yet?
dafrosty damista: cmon
dafrosty damista: lets put a smile on that frowning star
mydea7: nope. your webcam's not available.
mydea7: not my day today
mydea7: and what makes you so sure you can get me to smile anyway
dafrosty damista: i'm your kiddo
dafrosty damista: i'm supposed to make u smile
dafrosty damista: at least try to
mydea7: don't make me cry.
Dec 1st

Some crap, followed by a...

It’s that time of the year again. When everything finds a way to crash and burn, my eating...
Dec 1st
(via etherealgold)
Dec 1st